You plus me

2010-11-18T20:20:00.000+08:00

hey! sorry for not updating. i miss him. going to two months that we`re not contacting. i sad sad you know! i miss him badly. i miss everything about him, i miss calling him baby, i miss staying up late at night just to talk to him. i miss every single thing about him. i tried texting him, but he won`t reply. i just miss him. sigh. i miss you ZHBK ♥

AWAY, I'll be back. (':

when you`re gone

2010-10-22T02:45:00.001+08:00

hey. sorry for not updating that regularly. been busy with friends and interviews of work. everything was not that okay. you know me. my love life simply sucks. so yeah. not with snoopy baby anymore. he`s was just my past. and not contacting with akid. stop contacting him about a month ago? wow. i did not know that it was that long that i have stop contacting him. hahs. n levels? guarantee fail and my report card is fill with the letter U. hahs. since i was discharge from the hospital, i think i`m perfectly well on the outside, but not in the inner side. sigh. i know i always been a cry baby. i can`t even handle a heart break. sometimes i wish that i was stronger. much more stronger then i was now. i miss those late night calls. i miss those arguments. i miss everything. i miss the song aishiteru. i miss everything. my life just sucks without akid. friends says that i should move on, whether i want it or not. but, as long as he`s happy. i`m happy. okay, skip skip!

i think i gotta go now. sorry for the short post. i`ll be back okay?

oh yar hor, since when was my boob is fake? haha. jealous that yours is smaller then mine? aww, so sad. ): hah! and keep on tagging, will relink soon. :D take cares!

be right back!

2010-09-30T03:28:00.000+08:00

Warded at hospital now.

Away for awhile. I`ll be right back readers. Stay tuned. Take cares.

2010-09-22T01:23:00.000+08:00

Hihi! Just now went out to watch movie with Honey. Fetch her in front of school and heed to her crib to get her changed. Trained down to Orchard Cine. Wanted to watch Devil, but someone wasn`t illegally 16. Pfft. But never mind, we watched Grown Ups. Very funny. Rating about 8/10? Cute like hell. So, afta watch movie, help this gunduu decorate her 6 months anny cake. Then mummy call saying relatives will be coming over to my crib. Pfft. Rushed home, and clean the house a bit. And had my warm shower. They came and went home around 10.30. And fuck, I miss my kude training. ): I`m sorry. Last mins seyh! Sigh. Yes! Keluaran this Saturday! Weeeee!

Kay done.

2010-09-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

Ada orang mata merah dengan aku! Okay bye!

besarnya cintaku, tingginya hayal ku bersamamu.

2010-09-16T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hello everybody! Hows your raya? Wassit fun? Mine was not that joyful this year. Friends, when we wanna go Raya outing? Haiyah. -..- We plan later okay? Then, life goes on and I had a conflict with Snoopy. Are we going to get seperated or? Sigh. I really don`t know. So gyeah. A lot of fun happen. Grandlink and raya at Ayah`s house. Damn funny. Lemme tell you about Wednesday. Wednesday, went to Grandlink with Amy. Was late and someone paitaw-ed us. If you cannot make it, atleast give Amy a call or what lah kan! Ass that girl lah! Hehe. So, I was late. Rushed and meet Amy at Cheers. Withdraw my money and sadly, all my raya money has disappear. Sigh. Hehe. Bought ciggerate and walked slowly to Grandlink. Reached, pay and sing my heart out with Amy. A lot of funny things happen. ( : I know you know ajer Amy. C: Then trained to Bugis, bought a watch and Amy left. Went Sheesha with Kecyyk and Aiai. Then Nicholas text cakap he wants to meet me. So met him and wave goodbye to the rest of them and off to grandlink again because this half malay paikia nago karaoke! Pfft, go Grandlink, watch him sing and saw Riera and Syqin. Kecoh betol! Then time to go home lah! (:

Raya Pictures :

Kay, done! HEHE.

Lili, aku rinduu kau. ;C Aku namintak maaf for everything okay? Keluar jalan sesame kay nanty one day jum! Imysm baby girl. : (

2010-09-13T05:01:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Sume! Maaf Zahir Batin okay?

First day raya wasnt that awesome. Wore beige white. Didnt get to take picture cause I was not in the mood. Seek forgiveness with everybody and heed to Nani`s home and to cousin`s place. Only went to two houses and yet i still managed to collect about $150. Gave mummy around $70. Good girl kan? I know! ^^ Second day, wore black. Went to few houses. I forget whose place I went. Managed to collect $50. Spent around $10 on ciggerates and $20 on Macdonald Delivery. left $20. Third day, wore that clothes up there. I dont know what colour also. HAHA. Went to one house and managad to collect $18. Okay lah tu. Gaga. Spent some money on hair sprays. And bank in about $40 into my ATM. Kay da. So, today maybe will be heeding to Grandlink. Hmms. Lemme think about it aye? Kay wait, I wanna pee! Hehe

Kay back, I think that`s all I wanna post! Tag board mati sia! Da read, tag lah asses!

Okay, bye. Enjoy the pictures!

Kay da. Sorry, very jumpy post! :D

nama i jatoh kalau i angkat ngn adek angkat you, syng.

2010-09-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

Hello. I had great times with my favourite girls. Hehe. I sayang all my girls okay. And and ade satu budak ni kan, dyr nagado ngn Ayraah pasal konek. Umor dyr bru 13. Adoi. Sakit kepala. Ayraah now tacontact sapa sapa sebab baby da keluar. Mampos aku kena biken dgn Snoopy kalau ader jer aku menggatal ngn sembarang jantan! Hehe. My girls tau Ayraah nyer perangai, Ayraah tasuke gado dengan nonok pasal konek, kan girls? I sayang korang deep deep okay?! Hehe.

So Saturday, started my day with alot of laughter but the late morning ends sucks. I don`t wish to elaborate cause I don`t want people to think that I`m attracting attention or what. Look on the brightside, atleast you had fun AyraahKynnora or AyraahKynnonok or AyraahKimak with your girls! Haha. See, I got 3 nick names. Thanks to my girls! -.- Riera slept over my house again. So, yesterday night, she saw me pedih pedih, scramble on my wall about all my problems. Not wall on facebook, but on my house walls. Yes, I barely took a marker and scramble all the things that I had in mind. Crazy right? Haha. Hmm, lemme see what I wanna say again, oh yarh, I finish cleaning up my room. My room ajer, not the living room yet. Tsk! Tired tau. Peloh peloh mcm namampos! Kalau aku jadi maid, aku rase aku da kurus. HAHA! -.- Okay, later around 6+ pm, meeting Auemi baby. We going to Darat Nenas training as we are combining forces with them for Pringgondani`s keluaran on the the 25 September at Sunplaza Park. So, do come down aye. Ayraah will post the details more soon! (: And baby, I sayang you so muchie. And currently listening to radio with the song Airmata Shawal by Siti Nurhaliza and now Baju kurung Biru. WTF?! Lagu sumer make my tears roll down sia. Kay, nevermind. Skip. Now, let the pictures do the talking aye? Love you daily readers! Oh, do I even have one? Haha. -.-

Tsk! Gambar Lili Berrylla paling banyak! Haha. =p Sehari tajumpa da rinduuu! Ass youu! (: <3 Okay, till here. Take cares. ^^

2010-09-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hello. Sorry for the long missing. My face is like a poster at Geylang. Cause every week I`m there with babies. But I had fun cause I met and saw alot of my girlfriends who I havent meet before like BabyStar, Nadia Stubborn and alots more! Haha. Okay. I`m lame. Riera is at my crib now, she slept over here. Had fun yesterday with Fel, Riera and Lulu. Even though I was in a bad mood. Haha. And today we`ll be going to Grandlink. And maybe shake uh shake? Hahaa. Damn. And guess what? 2 more days for baby release! I`m so happy! Gonna bring him down to Geylang or where this coming Saturday? I miss baby so much! Heh. Okay, now let the picture do the talkings. :D

Hehe. My Upin and Ipin ballons. Cute right? Hehe. And I get my Macs make up and new barbell and alots more. Weee! :D

2010-08-27T02:44:00.001+08:00

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

2010-08-25T02:14:00.001+08:00

Hey daddy. How`s you? Where have you been? Are you doing great with her and her kids? I hope you`re doing well. How could you be so mean dad to leave me and mummy alone? I miss you daddy. Sometimes I act as if, I hate you but the fact is I still love you daddy. I wish you were here, next to me and mummy during Hari Raya. How I wish I can kiss your hand during the first day of Raya and go out to relatives place and show off that I already had a daddy and my daddy is a changed person now. But I was wronged daddy. You did`nt even fulfill your promises to never leave me alone daddy. You never changed. Remember when I was 3 years old and you organize a birthday event just for me, where our house was filled with guest and relatives and you bought me a lot of present? Remember when you`re over protective to me. When I was a toddler, you hate seeing me getting hurt, even if I fall and never cut myself, you`re going to run towards me and spank my butt. Remember when you`re mad me and you reprimanded me and made me cry, you always comfort me. You can`t bear to see me cry. Remember what I want, you always gave it to me even if you`re short of money? You even borrow your friend`s money to get me the Nokia 'S' model when I was I in primary 6. You never fail to get me what I wanted. But your attitude sucks daddy. You promise me you`re going to change, but you didn`t. ): That`s sad. I miss you calling me busok every time you came back from work and I miss you kissing me on my forehead when I`m asleep. Always remember even though mummy filed a divorce with you and mummy is not related to you anymore, I am still related to you daddy, because I`m your flesh and blood. I miss you daddy and I love you. Do you miss and love me daddy? (':

missing you baby.

2010-08-25T01:36:00.001+08:00

hey. currently listening to the song takkan pisah by eren and talking to ty baby. the song very meaningful sey! well, i`ve been fasting for this past few days but i didn`t fast for 3 day only? * clap hands * erm, life? life has been great. but the fact is that my girlfriends were`nt there for me anymore. saddening huh? yeah, i know! hmm. ): well, i did a lot of sacrifices in my love life. and finally, baby`s going to be released in 10 days time. which means, i get to celebrate hari raya with him. this saturday, he`s coming back for his last home leave and then, he`s a free man! happy siot! ^^ many wonder who am i att with, right? it`s snoopy. most of you think that i keep on changing boyfriends? okay well, lemme explain it clearly aye so no misunderstanding will happen. firstly, i contacted guys and i got in a relationship with them. but i don`t love them as deep as how i love iskandar bin mutalib! baby knows that i`m contacting guys but he said, he knew that i won`t turn around and leave him cause he knows my feeling towards him. awww, how sweet can you be, baby? i <3 you.

just now, kude kepang practice was okay. had fun laughing. (: ily people.

2010-08-22T09:01:00.000+08:00

True friends are like stars, even you don`t always see them, but you know they`re always there.

It`s been awhile I had a girls outing. And I mean my girlfriends without their boyfriends. It`s really hurt to see that we`re not together anymore. Fights, arguments, all those shits happen among us. And I notice, each and every one of you girls change. I won`t mention names here. But yeah. Remember 31 December 2009? Yeah, it was countdown. Had enjoy my day taking those things with Fel and Riera back then. I remember that was the day I know my greatest girl, Chan. I remember all those laughters that we had. All those illusion that were going through our mind. All those actions that we do that makes us laugh at each other. All those imaginary things when I told Chan that I`ve dicks. Remember? 20 March 2010, remember the day that we were high up and flying with each other at Esplanade? The Raspberry Vodka and Sprite and coke? Remember how we got drunk together and took care of each other? The day that all my favourite girls made my day so much. The day that I first know Thirah. Those times when we were laughing like hell. Remember 10 April 2010? Plan for Fel and Riera`s birthday celebration. Heed to Marina barrage and to Marina rooftop for their surprise? I remember afew of my girls wasn`t there. Chan was gounded, Papylon heed home, Honey was out with boyfriend, and Athirah was sick. I miss those moments girls. Really I do. 18 June 2010, fights between me and Fel and Dewi. All my fault. I didn`t know how to take care of my mouth and start pointing fingers without even admitting my mistakes. 3 July 2010. Supposingly, my advanced birthday pit. Was expecting my girls to be there. But neh, my hope crashed. My girls were there but still not complete. Thirah, Riera and Fel was missing. It was my happy day anyway, and I tried covering my sadness by enjoying the jokes that were made by ex boyfriend and friends. Now, every outing, all my girls were late and never a completion of my girls. I miss you girls. I don`t know how to put it, but now all I see is, we will never have a girls day out again cause everyone is busy with their boyfriends and work and new environment. Friends do come and go, but I believed that my girls and I will stick forever till the end. I would do anything just for my girls, even if I have to risk my life. Snoopy asked me this once, ' Kimak, asal nonok-nonok kau lagy penting sial? Kau langsong tapernah pikirkan aku? Puki lah, kau macam sayang dorang lebih dari aku siaal! Puas aty, kau gy mataey dengan dorang! '. And I answered, ' Konek mana mana boleh carik, tapy nonok aku? Hah! Tasemuda kau nacarik kawan macam nonok nonok aku eyh b. Aku sayang kau dan aku sayang dorang. Kalau boleh, memang aku namataey ngan dorang pun. ' For your happines kan, I`ll do anything. Seriously. Girls, I miss you. Miss you soo much. (': Meet me soon please, just you girls without your boyfriends.

2010-08-21T14:36:00.002+08:00

Hello. Haha. Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan to everyone! Haha. I keep on forgetting to wish. Hah. Anyway, I`ll be proceeding to Geylang Bazaar today with my people! Nampak tegor okaaay!

Okay, I`m done. Wait for the pictures okaaay! Byebye.

2010-08-17T14:51:00.000+08:00

Hello. How`s your day? Mine was fine. Yesterday was fun. But at the end, my mood was off. Hais. Hmm. Saturday was not bad, but something happen. But I had fun with my people. Kykie, Echa, Honey, Papy and their boyfys. (: Enjoy the pictures.

& I miss that guy up there. ^^,

2010-08-13T14:56:00.000+08:00

Picture above was taken yesterday. Went out with Lili and friends. After buka, got ready and meet Lili under my void deck. Then we walked walked to no where to meet her friends. Her friends asyik tukar venue. So, 9 pm heed to the busstop and took bus to Geylang. Then walk walk. Then 11+ heed back to Tampines, then lepak lepak and cabbed home with Lili Baby. (: Kay done!

LEFTOVER PICTURES C;

Kaay daa! Golek!

2010-08-10T14:01:00.001+08:00

Holaaaa! Sorry for the long absence. Miss reading my blog tak? Hahah! Basically, Sunday I went to watch Sarkas Putro keluaran with my group at Toa Payoh. Awsomexcv shit. Meet up Tyty baby and heed down to Ayah`s crib. Smokey smoke then bussed our way to Toa Payoh. Kekek habes siaa pat dalam bus! Ayah keep on disturbing Tata and he kept on melatar non stop! Heh! Reached there, chit chat and enjoy the show. Something happen and we all left. Took 88 home and alight at Bishan Mrt, trained my way to Woodlands and ton with Arlip. Took first bus home and sleep! Then I was waken by Chan baby`s text, I woke up and reply with my eyes close. Got ready at 5pm and trained my way to Bugis to meet Papy and Honey baby. Walked to Marina and meet up Yan and the gang. Slacked and watch fireworks with them and went our seperate ways! Heh! Lepak lepak and Amirul Hayat text me and we meet up! Setupid dayak! Hahah! A lot of piering lah he! And oh yarh, I saw alot of familiar faces too! Hahaha! Tapy I didn`t manage to take picture with them! Hehe. Overall yesterday was awesomexcv shitzxc!

I saw you at Marina with your MP clans. I don`t know why, suddenly my mood was off. I hate bumping into you! Whenever I see your face, I miss your kisses, hugs. I miss you so badly. Haish. (':

Kay skipped! Pictures.

Sunday Pictures.

Okay, actually there`s alot more pictures, will update again when I get it all. Stay tuned.

2010-08-05T15:42:00.000+08:00

I`ll be right back. Wait for me.

2010-07-25T23:21:00.001+08:00

Hey. I`ll turn sixteen in a few hours time. When typing out this post, I don`t know why I`m sobbing. Maybe, I just feel unwanted. I don`t have a complete family to celebrate it with me. I don`t have that special someone to celebrate with me. I don`t have my friends that I hope on to celebrate me. I just want them to be there, with me. Well, I think I just see you guys in hell. Take care. ;D

And Fella, Riera, Ross and Dewi, I miss you girls so much. I`m sorry. Forgive me. That`s my last wish if there`s anything bad going to happen. I did`t mean to back stab you girls. Please take care of yourself aye girls? And to my dearest girlfriends and baby girls, Papylon, Kykie, Honey, Chan, Thirah, Baby Cino, Ty Super girl, Lili Berrylla and FieyBaby and a lots more and you girls know who you`re. All I wanna say is, I love you. Thanks for making my day all these while. Thanks for making me cheer up. Thanks for everything. Take care of yourself aye girls if anything goes wrong to me. Fyra, I love you. Thanks for being there when I need you. Thanks for wiping away my tears when I`m crying. Thanks for everything. (': See you in hell girls. And to my 333, I love you people! Jumpe kurg pt nerake kay! ;D

Mom, I`m sorry for everything. I`m sorry for making you cry and think of me every night. I`m sorry for taking those things and I`m sorry for breaking your heart. I`m sorry for everything. I`m sorry for not being there when I need you. I`m sorry for being such an ass. I`m sorry for being selfish towards you mum. I`m so sorry. I love you. I hope you will forgive me for all my sins towards you. I love you.

For those who I miss out, I`m sorry for all my mistakes. Please forgive me. I love you people. Forgive all my sins towards you people okay. (': I love you. See you guys in hell too. :D

2010-07-25T14:54:00.001+08:00

Hello. What`s up? Yesterday, I had fun with my people. Met up ex and his friends. ( Farhan Shah, Aan & Yan! ) We went to City Hall to watch the fireworks preview. Haha. Keciuuus seyh semalam. And rebot. Hah. ^^, I like. So, as usual, me and Chan Baby were always the early ones. Rudy and Honey came next and the rest. And the last arrival was Papy and Japz. They were super late. Irrits. -.- Okay, skip skip.

I don`t know what else to elaborate, but I hope you enjoy the pictures! Cheers. ^^,

Tgk babat aku! Eee, boleh buat satay seh. Haha. Nak kurus please! Haha.

AND, 1 more day left to my sweetest 6teen! Woah!

Thanks eyh Farhan Shah for the advanced birthday wish. Thanks ex! ^^,

And Mimi Kantorikova, thanks for the advanced wish honey! I love youu truck lots. ^^,

2010-07-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

I`m sorry for making you love me,

I`m sorry for making you miss me,

I`m sorry for making you kiss me,

I`m sorry for making you hug me,

And I`m sorry for making you wait for me and giving you false hope to get me.

I`m sorry.

2010-07-23T12:53:00.000+08:00

Another 95 miss calls.

45 text messages.

I`m so sorry. I`m afraid we can`t be like the old times. She needs you more than I do.

I`m proud to watch you go to her.

Take care.

xoxo

2010-07-23T04:50:00.002+08:00

75 miss calls.

35 text messages.

Was he insane? Hmm. I wonder.

2010-07-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

So gyeah. Just now I celebrated Racial Harmony Day. Was incredibly awesomes. I feel 12345678990987654321 happy and proud of those who came in their atenic costumes. I`m proud of my class and as well as my teachers as they perform for us. Very sweet you know. Heh. Okay, just a short post, will be back for me. Chaaalooow ~

2010-07-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

Hello. How's you people? Fine I guess. Ayte, lemme update about my life. Life has been sucky corky to me. FML. Haha. I`ve learn a new word! Thanks to my friends on facebook. So, the guy up there, yerp. That`s Wan Smiley. My lover. Heh. Anyway just came up from meeting Angy and Ayu. Were having a great time talking and suddenly, mummy came down and make a fuss. I hate it when that happen. Urgh. I feel so paiseyh infront of the sisters sey. Heh. Sorry tau girls. Mummy uh ni. Spoiling ajer. Kay, nevermind. So, tomorrow is my first day of school. Hope everything goes well and I can wake up. I hope so. ^^, and hell yeah, I miss my Baby kemot already! Balek camp cepat-cepat kay babi? Haha. And you guys wanna know why I call him kemot? Sebab this cute guy here, buy sweets just now. And when I wanna take one, he quickly close it. Tak ke mcam sial ni anak? Anyway, he`s already cure my broken heart. And I`m sure that he wont break my heart cause it`s already been a year that we`re contacting each other. Haha. Yerp, a year. Shocking eyh? Kay lah, just a short post of the day. I wanna tug in now before mummy came in the room and started screaming her lungs off to sleep. Night reader. And once again, so sorry tau Angy and Ayu. Slack w two of you tomorrow aye? ^^, Soyonaaaaraaa. <3

Flashback.

2010-07-16T18:11:00.003+08:00

Hello People. I will update this dusty blog of mine since Lili Berrylla asked me to. Okay, Nothing much happen to me, but there's good news. I started schooling back! Wee-hoo! And gyeah, I`m going to go to the dream course I wanted! So gyeah. I`m bucking up on everything. So, hope there's no obstacles that's gonna be in my way. Insyaallah. Okay, let's talk about me last 16 years of living in this world okay!

Hahah. ^^, Look at my eyebrows. It`s pink in color. YES, PINK! Haha. This was my sec 3s pictures. Marina Steps and Esplanade was the hit place back then. I may look like a minahrep, but Im not okay! Haha. I laugh and humiliate myself when I look at this picture. * laugh out looud * Hahaha. My Gemilang years. Haha. :D

This picture was taken when I was 13? Yeah, sec 1. Hah. Can`t remember much why and where I took this picture. Haha. But I know, this picture, my nick was Ameirah Jepon. Haha. That name was given by my friend cause this picture I look like a Japanese girl. ^^,

UH! This one I remember when! This picture was taken when I was 14? Haha. Taken at Century Square toilet. Still remember. Back then, I was the only GEEK. But some people whom don`t have any originality follow my GEEK name. And thus, I decided to change my name. Haha. Used this name till I was in sec 3. :D

Same. 14 years old. Haha. Curly busted right? I know. I hate my hair back then. ^^\/

Taken at Yishun if I`m not wrong. Met Fish and Kavu Kimbo for the first time w Ross Julietto. Oh yeah, this picture also I met my Blueny. Haha. I remember! :D

Taken when I was sitting at Marina Steps. Haha. My Gemilang years. :D Hahaha.

Okay, the pictures below was taken with all my baby girls. Okay, not all lah. Haha. But they were the ones who made my day! I love you girls! ^^,

I miss them all. I wanna meet you girls, on my birthday. Can I can I? =C

2010-07-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

Holla! Im bacccck. Muahahha. Miss me or not? If miss, Ayraah miss you more. ;D So, lemme talk about Saturday and Sunday. Bear with me, maybe this will be a long post. ( I think? ) =B Saturday? Spent my day w my Nana Meow Meow slacking at AMK. Funny lah kan. I know you know, whoever was there. * winks * Then bussed our way home in bus 22. Reached home around 12+? Get my body refresh and clothes change. And straight on my lappy, then check facebook and off to Lala Land. Then on Sunday. Ni sumpah plan cock up siaa but in the end, Lily, Fiey and me had fun. Hehe. Plan suposed to go Grandlink w Arfah, Finah and Kecyk. But in the end, dorang paitaw! Babi ass right! I know. Okay, skip skip. Meet Kykie for awhile cause she needs to get home by 9 pm. So, meet her at Tampines Starbucks and heed off to sell of my handphone. Got cash, cab to Bedok. Tumpang Lily and Fiey sekali. Haha. Then I gave the uncle $10, and ask the uncle to keep the change. I dont know why that day, Im feeling so kind hearted. Heh. Then meet Lily's friend and all. Took bus 67 and stopped behind Grandlink. Reached there around 8.30 pm but there were no room available. So, waited till 9.30 pm and got our rooms. Fiey and me were shy to sing and decide to get our own rooms despite Lily and Lily's friends didnt allow us to. Took the room next to it, and started singing w Fiey. Sedap siaa suara Fiey! Not lying. ^^ Lily also not bad. I like. Then, took bus 21 home and then went to Afgan Mc to have our late dinner as me, Lily and Fiey was fucking starving. Haha. Then eat, went home. Haha. Okay, lame. I dont know what else to type lah. So, sayanaraaaaa.

I love the way you Lie.

2010-07-10T12:10:00.001+08:00

Hello people! AyraahKynnora here. Who else right? See that picture up there? Look at my eyes. Its kinda swollen kan? I try to edit and cover, but still cant. Ergh! And that FUCK YOU goes to my haters and those who sucks dicks on my formspring. Im proudly to announce that Im officially over you. No use crying for a guy like you. Waste the water in my body and also waste my time. Rather then crying, I might as well as do something more benificient. Like studying and having fun w my girls. Afterall, you havent touched me. :D And to you, please stop spamming at my formspring. Cause you already won the game and you have him in your arms. : D I just hope that he wont do the same thing that he did to me to you okay? : ) Im proud to watch both of you back together. : D And last long. :D

Enough of the bullshitting of the un-important people in my life, let's get back to track. I havent been going to school for a week. Hehe. Very bad girl. I know. Haha. So gyeah, plan to go to school next week. And today is Saturday. And maybe Im stuck at home or going slacking at SanSanSan again cause those were the people who comfort me and give me advice to move on and forget him. Not to forget, my all time favourite girls, Papy and Honey. It's been 8 days since I last met them. And now, currently chatting and webcaming w Honey Baby. : ) Guess what, I started to fall in love w Bandung. Haha. I dont know why I started hating it and the very next mins, I started liking it back. Weird uhs? Hehe. Okay, I kinda piss off on something. Its my Left4Dead2 game download. I've been trying to download that game since last night, but still I couldnt get to play it. Grrrr! Like what the fuck kan? Nevermind, will ask mummy to buy the PC game which cost $60. And also some Ben&Jerry's Cookies and Cream Dough ice cream. Okay, I wanna cook rice and friend my potato patty. :D And it's been 1 week that I didnt consume rice or any food, only ciggerates and drinks. Weird much eh? I know. Okay then. I wanna cook and take a short nap and after that meet kaki lepaak. ( : Take care.

Hang over?

2010-07-06T03:03:00.002+08:00

Baby, I just wanna say Im sorry that I didnt kiss you, hug you and salam you just now. Im sorry. My intention was to come back up after sending Papy to the busstop. Please dont get me wrong. Its not that Im not civilise or so. I know you're mad at me until you text me that Im no longer have any connection with you. Im no longer being with you. I almost cried infront of everyone. But I told myself to be strong. I told that I will not cry infront of them. Afterwhich, when I turn my way back round to you crib, those harsh text message and I know you're still angry at me. Im sorry. I didnt mean to hurt you. Im so sorry. I wish that we can stick through. And I hope what you text me just now, you dont mean it. When we were talking and you asked me to go back home, I hold back the tears and try not to look into your eyes. Im scared that I might cry infront of you but eventually, I did. My tears did drop infront of you. When I wanted to salam you, you give me your hand but you salam me like your friends. And it hurt me. I was like, stunned for a min. And then, when I press the lift and waiting for the lift to come, I heard you saying this to me " Tatau nak salam betol-betol? " I walk back to you and kiss your hand and when the lift came, you mumbled to yourself. I cant really figure out what you were trying to say. When I walked to the busstop, I cry silently. Hoping that you will text, and you did text me saying sorry, but my battery died on me when I was about to reply. I got home around 9 pm and charge my phone and fall asleep for awhile. I woke up, switch on my handphone and text you, but you didnt reply my text. My intention was to miss call you, but in the end you pick up the phone. I was scared that we might argue again, so I hang up. Im sorry baby. Im truly sorry. I promise, I wont ever hurt you again. (': I miss you Muhammad Rohaizat and I love you deeply.

I don't miss him, I miss who I thought he was.

2010-07-05T12:15:00.003+08:00

I just dont get it. When I asked you if you love me, you said yes. But what's all this attitude that you're giving me? Yes, I love you. But is it fair for me when you treat me this way? How do you feel when I treat you the exact same way you did to me? You will feel how I feel kay b? We only been together for 6 days and this argument happen. And where do all of your promises go? You feel like you are single, but I dont. You know why? Because I know, Im already attached. Attached to you. Please. Everything seems to change between us. I dont feel the philosphy between us already. Where's the old Baby that I know last 4 days? Hais. Im just disappointed and hurt. I didnt know that you were the reason that makes me burst into tears. Sigh. Its just hurts me when you lie to me. Do you like to be lied at? I didnt even scold you vulgarities before, but you? It hurts okay. Even its a minor thing, it still cut me deep down. I dont feel the love that I need from you. You expect me to listen to you but do you listen to what I say? You expect me to follow everything you say but you kept on doing the things that I hate to see you do. Nevermind, stay the way it is. All I know is, I still love you. But I think that I'll just keep all these feelings to myself and a distance away from you. I just want you to remember, whatever you do to me, I can do it twice as bad and can hurt you twice as bad too. What goes around definetly comes around. Remember that, b. Thanks for making me burst into tears. All I wanna say is, if you need me and need someone to talk to, I'll still be here, for you. :'D

Dont take things for granted. Dont think that I cant do it back to you. Then,You will feel what I feel and Im sure you're not going to like it.

I love everything about you babeh. (:

2010-07-04T16:33:00.001+08:00

Hello! Saaap! I just woke up from my sleeping quest. Now, munching on two cheesey hot dogs and curremtly chatting w 5 of my people and also texting Kecyk Kia! Tak pakai per! Haha. Maybe going MP later to meet baby w Kecyk, maybe? Haha. Sape nampaaak tegor okay! (: Okay, lemme talk about yesterday pit, everything was not going well at the start but soon, it was okay and something did happen which I dont wanna elaborate here. But, we have fun afterall right? (: Haha. And, we didnt take pictures. That's not the fun part! Haiyah. Haha. But managed to snap a few pictures, buts its with Chan! Haha. So, alot of people come and go. Those who came were of course my RS babies. Baby, Rudy, Japz, Apai, Uweis, Atoi, Kaz, Lili, Fiefie, Eedan, Ahfyq, Bob, Dinie, Hydir SatSat and Ahtee (both were Kykie Baby's friends.) Haha. More lah kan. And there's ' Open Botel ' Ceremony. Haha. It was fun but I didnt get myself drunk! Ima proud of myself! And Kykie baby very sweet, she gave me my advanced birthday present, Its a teddy bear! Thanks Baby! Sayang kau! Heh. And nk tau ape? Me and baby sit by the beach tau! Sweet tk kiter? We bawak tikar, lie along the beach hand in hand! Hehe. (: Then we ton, ton ton! At 5, took cab with Baby, Japz and Atoi. They sent me home! Thanks Baby and friends. (: Hehe. And now, Im waiting for Kecyk Baby's reply. Lambat pah tu anak reply! Haha. Cepat lah Kecyk! Haha. Okay, just a short post of the day. But yesterday was totally awesome cause MARINE PARADE BOYS accompany me ton. Haha. AND A BIG THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO WERE THERE AND MADE MY NIGHT! I appreciate it alot okay! Okay, sayonaaara!

i love you baby bacen.

2010-07-03T12:40:00.001+08:00

Morning lohs people! I love that guy up there alot. Hehe. More than I love myself. Okay, yesterday, went down to Marine Parade at 10.30 am. Baby and Ahmad fetch me from Tampines Inter and we bussed our way to Marine Parade. Reached, smoke break and then lepak with baby's friends. They were playing cards and baby join in the game. watch him play cards from 1100 am to 1445 pm. Sumpah aku mendak and ngantok. Lagy lagy, semalam hujan lebat giler. Okay skip skip. Then went to Rudy's block to meet Honey and him. But they were freaking late. Then got tired of waiting, we decided to go to Baby's crib. Slack, toilet break and watch tv. Then Rudy called and we waited for them outside at baby's house. Japz came and blah blah blah. At 1700 pm, baby sent me to the busstop and went to Bedok to shop for the BBQ stuff. Haha. And tahdaa! Today Saturday! BBQ time! Okay, goleeek! (:

Girls. Meet you at BBQ pit today okay! I love you! Muahs muahs muahs! (:

If i were given one wish, I wish that I were perfect.

2010-07-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

See that guy up there, he's officially mine. 29062010. Its the same date as Papy and Japz. Today is a sucky day for me. I dont know what I did wrong till all these happen? Wassit my fault? Wassit my character? Well, I dont wish to elaborate about it anymore. I just wish that this is a dream and I'll woke up soon. I wish that Im just, PERFECT.

Okay, skipped about that part. Well, today, mummy did make me happy a bit. She treated me to movies and bought me a packet of Winner. Reached home at 1.45 pm. Had a hour nap and Mummy woke me up to go to Eunos. Got ready, and guess what? When I reached under my void deck, there's this lady who dropped $15. I wanted to return back, but she was no where to be found. I took the money and show mummy. Mummy asked me where I got the money and I told her what happen. Then she giggled. After that, we heed to 7-11 to buy my Winner Menthol. Light a stick and walked to the busstop. Mummy says that she wants me to cut down on ciggies. I agreed lah. And then, we proceed down to Eunos. Blah blah, then bussed our way to Bedok and at last, we bussed our way back to Tampines to catch Twilight Saga, Eclipse. The movie was not bad afterall. Rating, 7/10. So gyeah. Go catch it out. But if I were Bella, I rather choose Jacob rather than Edward. Hahs. LOL! And again, I smoke another stick. Hehes. And after that, went home. The end.

To my Baby,

Im just glad that you came. Im just glad that you were there when I need you. Even sometimes, we do have a misunderstanding, we never failed to talk things out. Im sure we gonna last long if you love me and I'll do the same thing too. Please show me that you were not like those other guy out there. I love you and only you, b. I love you truly, fully and deeply, Muhd Rohaizat.

Yours Truly,

AyraahKynnora.

2010-06-29T15:59:00.000+08:00

Hello. School was okay. But I didnt go to school today. Haha. Tired siaa cause yesterday I didnt get to sleep. Argh! Haha. So gyeah, That's Jj. Im contacting him currently. Haha, Actually, there's more pictures but I lazy to upload. (: Hehe. Yeah, that's all I wanna say. I wanna go to bed now. AGAIN. Hah. (:

2010-06-28T05:11:00.000+08:00

Okay morning! Aku tkley tido dan aku nk tido sekarang but in afew mins time, da sekolah! Anak sial tol! Kay fine! Babi! Geram per aku! Kay, I dont know what got into me. Stress uh! Babi! Sial sial sial! Eh da uh! Aku bingit! Mak dyr peh puki, puki dyr peh mak! Ynag phrase ni COPYRIGHTED KAY! Tkmo terase kay orang orang! AKu nk luah kan perasaan ngatok aku jer! Eh pukimak laaaa! Stress strress stress! Nk tido but tlkei, sekolah a few hours time ajer Kay aku merepek! Kay BYE!

fun fun fun!

2010-06-27T11:01:00.005+08:00

Tampines>Town>Bugis>Grandlink!

SAAAAP! Selamat morning and good pagi everybody! Yesterday was a blast but w/o two of my favourite girls there. Sad siol! ): But I have fun w my people and bby girls though. So, yesterday, was my my 'advanced' birthday celebration. Met Kykie baby at Tampines cause I want to do something. Got cash, went to top up $18 on my phone and straight on our way to town. We met Anne and boyfriend there and we went to have our smoke break. Then, proceed to Far East where me and Kykie had our lunch there while Anne and boyfriend went window shopping. After that, smoke break again. Of course, lepas makan mesti mau hisap rokok! Tol tk tol kawan-kawan? Haha! And then, came Chan, Ena, Miffy and friend. Then came Honey and Ruddy. First plan to slack at Taka, then I suddenly changed my feelings and me, Honey and Ruddy took cab to Bugis while the others took train. Thanks Ruddy for paying the taxi fare! (: Okay skip skip. Reached Bugis and waited for the others. Then, me, Kykie, Chan, Ena, Anne and boyfriend heed down to the Sheesha site first. Book the place and waited for the others to come. Started cam-whoring and sheesha-ing first. Then, came the rest. Honey, Ruddy, Papy, Japz and Bob. Ina pet and boyfriend came too but slack w them for awhile ajer! ): Wah, and I didnt get to take pictures with her seh. Boo hoo hoo, ): Tkpe, next time kay b? Continue sheesha-ing and Chan minom teros high up. Tk sapau mcm aku uh dyr! Hah. Anne and boyfriend left.

After that, we make our way out. When we walked along Masjid Sultan, there's this ceremony of reading the Al-Quran. I felt guilty and started thinking what will happen to me if I die, dalah aku pakai dress pendek. Depan makciks and pakciks pulak tu. =/ Aiyohmah. Then we waited for Japz and gang friend, Atoi. Atoi came and they planned to go karaoke at Grandlink. Wave goodbye to Ena and Chan. Sorry baby(s), I didnt spent enough time w the both of you. Took bus 197 to Grandlink and cry my heart out singing! Nak tau ape? Kykie nyanyi sedap siul! Papy and Honey pun not bad! (: Then sing, sang, sung. Then made our way home. Took cab with Papy and Honey. Thanks eyh hantar aku balik! ^^, Then reached home, on lappy for awhile beh teros FLAT. Tedo siol aku! Heh. Now, aku nk continue tido balek. Heh. Kay, now, Pictures!

Kay, ignore my face. Hah.

Kay done, Actually there are more pictures but w Anne, I think? Haha. Kay, back to sleep! And will be meeting Honey Baby later at her workplace. Meet you later b. (:

B A B Y B O T A K ♥

2010-06-25T22:51:00.007+08:00

Hello! Saaaaaaaap! Today's Friday night and tomorrow will be Saturday! And Saturday means hanging out with baby girls! Hehe. But last min, plan cock up. Ni part Ayraah benci alot! Hais. What to do. Okay, skip skip! I've just finish doing Honey's blog. And currently chatting with Honey, Chan and Papylon and also Aidil and Fred. So, I have fun yesterday? Nk tau why? Cause I get to meet Snoopy before he went back to Home! Happy sial! Okay, on Wednesday night, I get a text message from him saying, 'B, ni ako snoopy. Aku homeleave tau. Nk meet besok?' Aku peh happy siak! Mase dpt tu text message, kakak was using the phone. Teros kakak pass aku! Happy sey! Then I get to talk to him for about 10 mins like that? And he have to put down the phone cause the officer might all him. So, we texted all along until I fall asleep. And when I woke up, I received 5 text from him asking me to reply and whether Im asleep. And the fifth text was goodnight wish. I love my boyfriend alot. ^^,

So, waited patiently for Baby's text the next day and finally he said that he got ready already and he's meeting me. I quickly shower and got ready. Meet Baby at Bedok Mrt. But I was 10 mins late. Sorry B! I was shocked to see Baby's hair was botak and he's wearing guess what guess what? Baju kurong! Sachok siol mataey aku! Haha. I tegor him and I salam him. Kissed him and hugged him like hell. Finally after 6 months, I get to hold him and kiss him. We then heed to interchange take the bus 225. Stopped at the busstop before Baby's place and hang around for awhile. Then, waited for Mami to come cause Mami needs to sent him back there. While waiting for Mami arrival, I get to talk to Snoopy. We almost cried when I tell him my problems. He told me that he was sorry that if all these while, he made me suffer. He apologise to me alot of times. I kept quiet and look at him, trying to hold back my tears. He told me, only 2 and a half months left and he's a freeman. He told me that he did somthing wrong and the stay needs to be extended for a month more. Wow. Nevermind, I'll still wait for him. And I told him about all my secrets when he's inside. He was disappointed though, but he said he was proud that I make the right choice and stay to wait for him. I ♥ you baby! And Mami came, I salam baby and kissed baby. He hugged me tightly and whisper in my ears to wait for his return. I dont wanna let him go, but I have too. Tio? And baby and Mami gave me $10 each. So, $10 I went to buy ciggerates and the other $10 I keep. I nak take picture but he dont want cause he say he tak sachok w botak hair! Haha!

So, Suhaimi called and ask me to heed down to SanSanSan. Heed down there for awhile and slack. And I drink yesterday night, 5 cups of Jonnie Walker. Haha. And I still sapau. Thanks Mun for the treat! Sayang kau! And Im off w Ahfyq and NanaMeow. Sent NanaMeow to the busstop and waited for her bus to come. Eedan came and we slack at 374. Slack slack and suddenly we ton! Haha. Cool right? I know. Haha. Had Maggi under Dinie's void deck and after the food, we went up to Dinie's crib. Slack there till 900 am and went home with Ahfyq. Eedan didnt went home with us cause he tido mati already! Haha. Reach home sleep and I woke up at 635 pm and here I am, facing the laptop. And Kakak, please be happy aye? Cheer up! No frowns okay? (: I ♥ you! But of course, I ♥ Snoopy more. Heh!

Okay people. This is my bestie. His name is Ahfyq!

And he's SINGLE.

And he's looking for the right girl of his dreams. Anyone intrested? If intrested, please tag me at my tagboard or formspring aye? :D

Till here, Taking Care.

I ♥♥♥♥♥♥ Snoopy. =D

Yours Truly,

AyraahKynnora.

2010-06-23T05:12:00.001+08:00

Hello everybody. Time check, its 0425 am in the morning and Im still awake. I wanna go to sleep but Wan Tompo and Minnie Cartoon keep on calling me. I dont know lah. They keep on forcing me to come down Sims place later to meet them. Where I've promised Papy&Honey that I'll be meeting them at Pasir Ris Inter to go to Marine Parade. And yes, my baby girls are back from vacation! Yay! Heh! Later, Im following this two go dating w their boyfriends. Hees. Tomorrow, Im going to be a tree. Haha. Whatheck?! Okay, finally, I put down the phone. Now is 0444 am. Haha. Number cantek sia! Can buy 4-D. Haha. Okay skip skip. Im addicted to the song Memori Sekuntum Kasih. Nice sia the song. *hearts melting* So, lemme tell you about my Monday. Slack around Tamp w my people. Kakak treat the whole of us ice-cream which cost her $22. And she treat me McSpicy and Chicken Chop w Rice. Hee. Ahmcm tk mok aku? Hah! And then, when we were sitting at the bench of the drain cause there was no space. We were talking and having fun when suddely there's this cute people who lives at block 333 throw at us a love letter. Then before I opened the letter, I look around the letter when theres this cute thing written on it which says this, 'To my Dear boyfriend. From your Girlfriend.' So, they pass the letter to me and I read it out loud, and guess what it say? 'Only stupid people sits at drains and loiter at void deck and make alot of noise.' Tak ke macam sial? Hah! Now, Im talking on the phone w Hilmi. Sorting things out w him. Nk cry please? Hais. Bye.

YourOne&Only,

AyraahKynnora. =c

2010-06-21T14:23:00.002+08:00

AyraahKynnora & The Senoras BBQ Pit.

03 July 2010

Venue : Changi Beach, Pit 16.

time : 1600 Hours.

Wanna Tag along, PM me at Formspring or tagboard. Thankyou :D

2010-06-21T14:19:00.001+08:00

Hello! Tomorrow, both of my baby(s0 are coming back! Yay! Kangen sama Honey&Papy! C= And 26 June alot of plan. Hehe. Followed by my pit on the 3 July! I get two advanced celebration siol! Tk pakai per! Haha. But sadly, the person I wanted most to be there couldnt make it? I think. So gyeah. I miss you. Our friendship officially ended this morning, around 2.32 am. I was crying my heart out sey looking at the way she reply. Sigh. But nevermind, thankyou Rossa Julietto for helping me. I appreciate it alot. C'= Anyway, true friends stick with you forever right? So gyeah. Not like Im stating that she's not a bad friend, but this happen to my own causes. Tio boh? So, Im just going to pull myself together and be sapau like I used to.

See that guy up there. That's Martin. Isnt it obvious of the edit of his name on his photos? Haha. Okay, that's my new friend. I just chatted with him this morning. Haha. He's one friendly young man! Haha. And he want to watch movie with me on the 3rd July, but sadly, I couldnt make it due to my pit. Next time and sorry. (: Hehe. Andandand, okay, I forget what I wanna say. Haha. Okay then, till here aye. Take cares peoples!

Your One&Only,

AyraahKynnora.

2010-06-20T18:49:00.001+08:00

Pictures were taken yesterday. I was in tears about something. Well, if you think that I can easily let our friendship go, you were wrong, Love. I miss you. I miss US. I miss all those times that we were flying high and I miss those times when we laugh our heart out and cry our heart out together. I miss those heart to heart talks. I miss those drawings and calling through msn.Yes girl, I know that Im in the wrong. Its not that we're against you. It hurt us really bad when you delete us out from FB. I wanted to add you back, but Im scared that you might think other stuff or so. Im so sorry dear. I didnt mean to say those things. You know right when Im angry, I easily sprouted words which I didnt mean to say and it makes you think that I bitch about you. Im sorry. Truly, madly. Im so sorry. Will you forgive me? :']

I miss you buddy. Do you?

2010-06-17T04:39:00.001+08:00

OUTDATED PICTURES ;

This pictures was taken on last Saturdays where we ton at sansansan. Something happen, and im not going to elaborate it. ;D Ignore the lambang please. Was just a random thing. Haha. Done that due to boredness.

;DD

Okay okay, this were pictures taken just now when I went out with mummy and treat her Arnold for her 57 birthday. Firstly, went to Geylang Serai to shop. Then followed on to find a tailor to jahit our Hari Raya outfit. We're wearing white. So wee! And and, gyeah. I love you mummy.

Happy 57th birthday mama!

I love you so much. Thanks for raising me up for this past 16 years. Im sorry if I always break your heart and Im sorry if I always make you cry. Just remember, whatever happens, Im here to support you. Im behind you! And you're forever inside my heart, mama. Muarks!

Okay, I think that's all I wanna update. So gyeah. Anyways, CONGRATULATION to Mirabell & Wandy to their arrival of their new born baby. Congrats bby girl! I lurp you! =D

Okay then, take cares readers. Stay tuned. Bye.

7th months! yay!

2010-06-14T03:21:00.001+08:00

Happy 7th Monthsary, baby.

Baby, Happy 7th monthsary. It has 4 months that I've not seen you or hear anything from you. And today is the 5th month. Mami told me to be strong as the days that you're going to be realeased is nearing. I pray to god that when you're out, you wont be doing those things that you did like before. I hope not baby. I love you alot. I've to admit that Im contacting afew guys when you're inside, but none of them can replace you. I miss you so much. I miss everything about you, your touch, your kiss, your tongue and your warm hug that never fail to tell me that you're here protecting me. Two months one day for you to come back to me. Im waiting baby. I wanna hug you and I wanna kiss you. And I wanna serve you food like I used to do when Im with you. Come back to me, Snoopy. I love you still . (':

tiring day tauuu!

2010-06-10T22:35:00.005+08:00

Saaaap! Hello my people! I just came back from my shopping trip and a movie date with Mummy! I had fun with Mummy and I know my post for the past few days is so short. Im supa dupa lazy to update my blog. And holidays camp at school? I didnt attend at all. Im super lazy. Hehs. And today, first thing in the morning, I went to hospital to visit mum in law. Bought her flowers eventhough she's in coma. Sweet tak anak menantu dyr? Sweet kan? I knw. Even if its just flowers, it shows that I really care about her. I love her. She has noone left except me and Baby. Wanna depend on Baby's sister? Hmm, cannot be depended at all. And I mean, CANNOT at all. I wonder do she even love her mum? Wanna depend on Baby? He's inside. They took him away from me as well as his mum. Sad right? I know. And true, I love both my mum. Both my in-laws and my mummy.
Okay skipped!
Then, I meet Mummy at Tampines Inter. Took taxi to Pasir Ris CC. Mummy needs to go to AMP, go counselling with that dog. Grrr! I hate the sight of him! The sight of him makes me wanna puke. And yeah, whatever happens, Im not going to follow you, DOG! Setupid! 16 years Mummy brought me up and easily you wanna take me away from her? No. Im not going back with a dog like you. Im so sorry that I call you a dog, DOG! Okay, I think enough lah kan. Okay, then afta went counselling, heed back to Tampines Inter. Shop at Cotton On for a few tops and then straight to the movie theaters cause I wanna watch The Karate Kid badly! Hehs. Ordered our tickets to the show which is starting at 0610 pm. So, it was only like 4.45 pm and Mummy decided to have our lunch at Delifrance. Ordered my Sirloin Steak, Medium and Mummy ordered it too! Hehe. And for dessert, I ordered Chocalate Lava Cake with Vanilla ice cream. We took our own sweet time eating and soon it was time for the movies. After the show, heed back home cause Mummy wanna watch her favourite show on Suria. And here I am, updating my blog. (; Awesome! And hmmm, * looks at calender * its a day more to Saturday! Wee! I think Im gonna have fun with my girls. Hehs. Anyone up for Saturday? You people can surely join us. The more the merrier! Haha!

Should watch this! Its an awesome movie! Funny, sweet, romantic and sad. (;

Rating- 8/10.

Delicious right? I know. Hehs.

Muhd Iskandar Bin Mutalib, I love you still. ): I swear Im going to hug and kiss you. And I wont let you get away from me for the second time, Trust me. I love you baby. Till we meet again, Baby. Imy and Ily. (': Please dont leave me for the second time when you're out. * Pinky promise *

Mami, please get well soon. I miss you tickling me. I miss you kissing my cheecks. Wake up please? Da tak sayang Ay ker? I love you mami. I promise I'll take care of you. Please wake up mami. ); I love you truck lots ;(

Okay, Im done. Now, I wanna do my FB, and chat with my people. I cant wait to meet you people lah asses! Hehes. Okay, sayonaraaa! (; And ohh, 4 more days to 8th Monthsary. );

2010-06-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hello =D

Saye dirumah Papy & Honey.

My beautiful girls.

Hehe. Kecoh uh durg!

Hehes. (=

2010-06-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

Holla! Im bored. Fucking ass, GRRRR!

Bored bored bored!

2010-06-08T17:16:00.002+08:00

Urgh, I miss baby! D =

Meet me cepat-cepat lah you ass!
Grrrrrrrr.
I love you.
Muarks.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-06-06T14:34:00.002+08:00

Okay, Im done uploading Saturday pictures. Well, watch movie with my Kykie bby ♥. We watch Shrek Happy Ever After in 3-D at Marina. Kykie very jakun seh, haha. I know you know kay? Hehs. So yeah, after watch movie, proceed to Far East, had our dinner at Cahaya. Then went to Cineleisure, waited for Caca there! But Caca was late and we get to meet her awhile ): Nevermind, meet you soon aye? Hehs. So then, we meet Alfian and friends. From Cine, we walk walk till FarEast, sat down and schit chat. I had fun with my people last Saturday! Thanks (= Will meet you guys soon.

Okay, I better cook my Cheese franks now and shower, meeting Kakak and Kaki gerek later. Byebye.

I love my people ♥

Having Food w/o you. ):

2010-06-04T16:42:00.002+08:00

Riera's picture with Baby's Specs. (:

So, on Wednesday met baby under my void deck. Blah blah. Lazy to elaborate.

I know you Know okay, whoever was there.

Pictures taken when we're having our dinner at Simpang Bedok. Meet Kikie and Riera at Tampines Mall taxi stand with mum. Taxi our way there. We Ordered a total of 5 dish.

Sweet and Sour Slice Fish.
Crispy Baby Squid.
Black Pepper Beef.
BBQ Stingray.
Kang Kong Belacan.

And for dessert, we had Chocalate brownies with Vanilla ice-cream and hazelnut sprinkle on it. Yumyum! After eating, bus our way to Tampines Interchange and Mummy went home. Toilet break and Kikie and I bought our ciggeas. Then contiue our journey to 333. Slack with kaki gerek there. (=

Okay, these pictures were taken at Boi Star's crib.Bored and we camwhore like a group of mad doggies. (:

Overall, I had fun eventhough the person that I wanted to be there wasnt there. Neh, its my fault also. So gyeah. (': And Riera, you dont have to feel guilty about it, sweetie. (:

And oh, I love my Kikie alot. We kiss and hug each otha and act as if we're LESBO. But gyeah, we're straight okay.

Okay, this is the fun part. Hehe. Be jealous okay! ((:

I got my Reebok shoes! Hehs. It cost mummy $80 cause it was on 50% off. Hehe. Original price was $169. Hehe. Thanks mummy. ^^ I appreciate it. Huhu. Oh yeah, I bought a legging, two t-shirt, one from Cotton On and another one was from Bossini. And I get my fake lashes too. Thanks Mummy. I love you alot. (: Hehs. Mummy kinda cheer me up yesterday. I told her about everything that happen on Wednesday night. Mummy hug me tightly and say that maybe I should explain things out with them. And mummy told me that one day, they will realise that how much I sacrifise for them. Having a heart to heart talk with mummy was awesome. We shared alot of problems together, cry together and get hurt together. Now, I learn to appreciate my mother alot. She's the one who bought me up for the past 16 years and she's has bee the pilar of strength in my life. Okay folks, that's all. I wanna have a nap for awhile. Im tired. (: Good afternoon people! ;D

P.S- Ignore my post about the away thing. (; I have to upload pictures and post as all of the pictures are here. Hah! Lols. ;D Once again, Thanks Mummy, Kikie and Riera for the great time yesterday. =D

2010-06-03T00:10:00.001+08:00

I'll be AWAY.

Will be coming back soon.

Do stay tuned and start stalking back when Im back.

& I love my baby. (:

bad friend huh?

2010-06-02T23:16:00.001+08:00

I know, Im a bad friend.

Its all my fault. Im a back stabber, Im a bitch.

Im everything that you're not okay.

I've got no rights to interfere in your daily life.

Im sorry okay if I always interfere.

I just dont like to see friends down and in a bad mood.

Im sincere in helping you out. Seriously.

I've done my best in helping friends out. But, noone does appreciate it.

Just to be accused of doing the wrong things.

I think friends are better off without me, right?

So, Im gonna walk away like you friends wish.

Im sorry again, friends.

I do love you peoples.

Takecare.

bby, its you.

2010-06-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

Good Evening people! Hehs. Im bored. So, I decided to post. Yesterday was O level and I can do it. It was quite easy but I dont know certain words. Susah doh! Erm, but I think the rest was okay. I think I can passlah. I think only. Pray for me so That I can get a destinction in my malay O level. Amin. So, this Thursday I got something on the afternoon and dinner at night with Mum, Riera and Fel. That one also, if they wanna follow uhs. Mum say that I can bring Dewi along, so it will be the four of us. Cute right? Haha. That one also if they want lah. Cannot force mah! And just now, Mum treat me to Fried Mars Bars. Nice y'knw! And also Victoria Secret Perfume. * sniff sniff * Smells great. Mum says if I behave myself, she's going to get me a Reebok shoes this Thursday morning. * winks * So, schedule is so tight. Morning out with Mum, afternoon, Meeting Nana, Zaza, Tyty and Fysha with Fel and Riera. Maybe? And night Mum treating us dinner at Simpang Bedok. Hehs. So, say hello to June Holidays. But wait, I still need to go back to school for the first two weeks to do my D&T. Pfft. Sucks man! But this week, I think Im not going back to school lah. Paitaw classmates! I think next week, I'll be going. (; Im still a good girl okay. Make an effort to go to school uh. * clap hands * And just now right, when Im putting on my clothes, a cockcroach drops from no where and its on my hand! I shout like what seh. Haha. Mum went in my room and scold me for making her scared. Haha. Sorry Mother. (;

Hehe. See that guy up there? That's my boyfriend. Yerp. My BOYFRIEND. He owns my heart and has proven to me that his not like any other guys out there. He's just the one that I need. I love you baby. I promise you I wont play with your heart and I will always be here for you. I promise you that Im going to stay faithful to you, no matter what happen. And, Im going to love you with all my heart.

I love you, Muhd Aidil.

zero1June2thousand&10ten.

02:58 am.

A Y R A [A] I D I L.

Sentosa.

2010-05-30T15:19:00.000+08:00

Good afternoon people! Picture above was taken yesterday. I was playing with the bubble when Lulu snap this picture. But great shot right? Haha. So, yesterday went to Senotsa with Fella, Riera, Efa, Fieza, Lulu, Irena, Fyna and Kiki. Plan was cock up but we enjoy every detail of it. Supposingly meet at Sentosa by 2 pm but it was delayed till 5 pm. Cool right? Haha. But seriously, it was very chaotic. In the bus to Sentosa, we disturb Fel by calling her real name and her father name. Funny siaaa. Haha. Reached ur destination bought cigs at 7-11, smoke break and me and Lulu get changed and straight heed for the water. It was awesome I tell you. Soon, Fieza joined us. And Fieza didnt bring any extra clothes. Ehsai uh she! And Riera too. Hahs. Soon, we went out of the water and play Dare. it was super funny. After that, we play Police and Thief. Winked at each other and stuff. Haha. Then proceed to the toilet, get changed and heed to Harbour Front. So then, everyone went home, left with me, Fella, Fieza, Riera and Kiki. Went to rooftop, smokey smokey then heed home. Bus home with Fella and Riera. Reached home around 12.45 am. Overall, yesterday I had alot of fun. (: Thanks girls. More girls outing gonna be planned aye? Soon k soon. Just wait. (:

This group of band very funny and cute. They suddenly marched up to us and smile at us. As well as playing the song. Arent the boys cute? ^^ haha.

Ignore my face please?

Haha. Berg Girls? Nyet. Hahas.

2010-05-28T14:30:00.001+08:00

Hola readers! Sorry that I've not been updating my blog. Im busy with school and Mum has just finish her operation. So gyeah. And ohh, my sister is next to me. She sleep over here again =D

Wee hoo! So, yesterday night webcam with my new best friend! Guess who guess who! Its Alfian! Haha.

That's all. And oh gyeah, another post for my caring friend name Nasky. A skater who lives near my home. Thanks for always being there for me ;D I kinda miss you cause you dont online that often! So gyeah! Online soon okay buddy? Hehe. Ily!

AND,

FUCK YOU.

Nana Akheno and Tyty Boneka, FUCK YOU. Sincerly from Riera and my heart. =] You two girls are messing with the wrong bitches. Not happy? Be our dog. Come find us. We're willing to spent our times talking to you two. Can take pictures also. And can advice both of you so that you two tak sengket buto. Okay? Just tell us at my tag board when you wanna meet and stuff? We're eagerly waiting to settle this out in a nice way. Okay, try us. * Winks *

Nana Akheno, I dont even know you and you already made yourself a bad impression to me. And I heard a lot of stories about you. Somebody eh kau? Laki tknk dgn kau, kau yng kejarkan lelaki. Eh? Wow! Aku yang tak lawar ni, aku tak pernah kejarkan laki lah. Laki yang kejarkan aku. Bukan nak cakap besar uh, tapi its a fact. Mulot please jage. You're a girl, behave like one please? Jangan kerana mulot, badan binase okay? Thanks. ;D

And Tyty Boneka, setahu aku, kau tak pernah sengket konek. Asal skrng kau da mcm sengket ni? Sampai matae Riera pun kau nak kebas? Eee, kimak. Kau pikir Zam pandang kau? Tak lah siaa. Kau tersengih sengih belakang comp cakap Zam hot, kau pikir apa? Zam pandang per perempuan murah mcm kau? Maaf kater uhs. Please lah. Tkmo perangai sundal uh. Kau tu perempuan. Tkmo jadi murah please? Jage maruah kau okay. Aku tknk malukan kau pt blog sebab aku maseh pandang kau kawan. Okay. Get that. Thanks.

Kangen same girlfriends.

2010-05-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

See those tatoos up there, that's all my dream kind of tattoos. Arent they nice? But honestly speaking, Im scared to make a tattoo. If I make also, I think I will cry. But, my ambition is to make full back. But gyeah. Maybe, I'll think twice before I make these tatoos of my body. ): But I want them badly! How? Hais. Sweet 16 eh, full back! I hope so. ): Okay, anyway. Today I woke up and decided to go to school, but then Fel dont want to go cause her class all the girls didnt attend school. So, I also join sekaki never go school. Go home, Mummy terperanjat I balek siang. Hehe. Then she say " Kau ni, da satu minggu kau tak pergi sekolah! Apa nk jadi ni! Tak kena buang sekolah ke?! " I smile and she poke poke my waist. Hehe. Pain you'know! Grrr! I love you Mummy.

And today, Im going to Grandlink with my girls. Fel, Tasha & Mel. Riera wont be following cause she's sick. Grrr! Sakit pun tklei gy per?! Dtg jerlah! Grrr! Puki peh katek! Paitaw jer kau tau! Hahaha. xD And oh gyeah, some accused me of hacking into his tagged and MSN! Eh, use your brain lah! Why when I broke up with you, I dint want to hacked? After a week pass and I hacked?! Eh, gunekan otak lah katek! Wtf! No time uh nak main hacked hacked ni sumer! Okay, Ayraah nk jadi good good. Ayraah nk stop taking all those drugs. Ayraah nk stop drinking. Ayraah nk stop smoking. Ayraah nk enjoy life to the fullest dulu. Drugs all, destroy yourself. So, please, dont take drugs or snout gum okay? Tht gun thing goes to someone lah ehs! Hehe. Siapa snout gum, dyrlah terase gum nyer. Hehe. ^^

Okaylah, I wanna get ready now. Nnty lambat, Ayraah kena maki dengan tu Kurus Kesayangan aku! ^^

Meet you girls later okay. I miss Chan and Athirah so much. ):

Biler mau meet iny? Gue kangen sama kamu. ):

2010-05-23T13:19:00.001+08:00

Friday was awesome! Hehe. ^^ Capaaaai bro! Alone ajer, no one accompany! Sapau tak? Haha. Okay. :P

So, Saturday? Went to Orchard with Irena, Irena's bf, Fyna, Daratista & my Kykie. Had our late lnch at Cahaya and trained our way to Vivo cause Irena's bf says that ade event? Haha. Took bus to Sentosa, Irena treat! Thanks eh B! Sayang kau manymany. ;D Reached Sentosa, there was no event. Boring nye! Then, someone call me asking to meet up? Guess who guess who? Yes, my ex. Farhan Shah. So, I agree. We slack for a while at Sentosa and around 8.30, Kykie, Daratista and me went off to meet my ex and his friends. Kissed and hug goodbye Irena and Fyna. Reached City Hall and they were half an hour late! GRR! Kata jer da sampai! Padahal-padahal! And Farhan didnt change abit. Still got hir irritsness in him. So gyeah. We sat along Riverside and we make a move to Payung. Sat down, joke around, play taiti make each other jealous! I know you know! Alfian was drunk! Haha. Setupid, mana nk share! Pfft! Then walk back home w the boys. They took the bus to grandlink and we girls make a move to the Mrt Station. And oh, I miss Yusri so much. ): Hais. Nehmind nehmind, later an meet again. Haha. And ohh, btw I wanna say sorry to AngyAsmara & CacaPerry, I didnt get to meet you girls :( Sorry kay? Next time aye sweets? Take pitures together allright? Okay, wanna sleep now. Byebye.

2010-05-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

Can I slash my wrist? Please?

LONG POST.

2010-05-18T14:29:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY ;

These were Saturdays Pictures. Went to Vivo with my girls. ;D Meet around 3.45 and train our way to Kallang to fetch Kykie. She was late! GRR! Nevermind, get to meet her also ^^ I love you baby.g! (:

Had our late lunh at LJS and straight slack at Vivo rooftop. Play water, play games and laugh alot. Night time, slack with MyrApit and friends. 10:00 pm, wave goodbye, sent Kykie to the mrt and Fel, Riera & I bus our way home. Reached Tampines almost 11.45 pm. Met Daratista.Jr at Tampines Inter as she is sleeping over. Went home, sleep like pig!

Sunday ;

Okay. Im done uploading every single picture kan? Thank god. Punya la susah. Okay, nevermind. This pictures was taken on Sunday, during Mirabell bby's wedding. Gosh, I miss her so much. The last time i met her was like two years ago? When I was in Sec 2? Haha. She's getting prettier la kan. (: Oh well. We came around 1 plus. Then, we eat. Her mum and mum in law friendly. Treat us well. But kan, the food was awesome! Sedap habes! Haha. Then took pictures with Mirabell and Wandy. Suddenly, Daratista's phone rings and MyrApit was here. Went down, Smoke break and went up back. Sat down, talk and talk. Ten something happen to Apit. I know you know ehs ^^ Haha. After MyrApit eat, we sat down and talk again. Then we make a move, salam everyone there and we get to tapaw some food home. Thank you so much! Kind hearted uh Mirabell's mother. (:

And oh By the way,

Happy One monthsary tk menjadi Dearest Ex. Do you even remember? I think you dont huh? Oh well, I just hope you're doing great without me. But sadly to say, on our anniversary, so much things happen. I cry and mum was warded in the hospital and she's waiting for an operation. So much for it. I cry like a baby. I miss Mummy and him so much, Hais. Oh well, I just hope that Mummy will get well soon. I really hope so. Mummy, whatever happens, I still LOVE you okay. Muacks. Much misses by your own daughter.

Well, that's it, I need to get ready to meet Mummy at the hospital now. Stay strong Ayraah.

Aku spammer siol, that was so cool.

2010-05-14T23:32:00.001+08:00

Okaaaaaaaay. Well, I heard from my Sister that someone say I spam her blog? Like WOAH?

I was super shocked and super cool about it. HAHA. Indeed, she must be somebody eh. Wah. She accused me of spamming her blog cause the spammer used the same way to type out as me eh. That was so cool. Impressive. ^^ Anyway, Afez, IMY truck lots okay! Meet soon. I dont care what people say, as long as you know that I love you and you mean everything to me.

HEHE. Cute kan? ILY ALOT BBY. ;C

You're the one that I need.

2010-05-13T13:28:00.003+08:00

Hello Wello. Let the pictures do the talking can? I lazy to elaborate uhs. Hehs.

More pictures will be uploaded soon, not now okay. SOON. Huhuh.

Well, I love my Bitch. Raden Farrahdillah Aimah bte Muhammad Talib banyak-banyak.

You hurt her, you hurt me. * winks *

ILOVEYOU, KAKAK. * Kisses *

2010-05-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hello. Im bored. Huhhu.

And Im addicted to Annoying Orange.

Nyaahahaa. Haha.

And, I just love you. Im sorry that I hurt you,

Im sorry aye. You know who you are b.

I ♥ you, Max. :D

2010-05-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

♥ My two best guy. ♥

Tomorrow, Im sitting for Physics Paper. I hope I can wake up. Anyone wants to wake me up? Hehs.

Pray for me that I can do my Physics eventhough I didnt study aye? Heh.

Currently, talking on the phone with Abdul Rahim Bin Bapaknye or known as Max.

Still remember him? We're having an argument now. I refused to talk to him. Sigh.

Even that, I ♥ youuuu.

its about me who cant forget about you.

2010-05-07T11:31:00.002+08:00

Hola! My blog dead siaaa. Lets update aye aye aye.

Im not with Farhan Shah anymore. And I still cant get over him. Kalau Ayraah da sayang, Ayraah sayang sampai mati okay! :D Okay, nevermind. Its easy to get over a break up but it isnt easy to get over a person. All my girls were here, wiping away my tears. I was glad that god gives me this friends which I can cry too. Not only that, there are the ones who never fail to make me smile. I just love you girls so much.

So, I have done my English Paper 1, English Paper 2, Malay O'level Paper 1 and Paper 2, Social Studies, History, Maths Paper 1, but I didnt come for my Maths Paper 2 and my Chemistry. ): Boohoo. Alah, mid year what. Not N level. But I swear, Maths Paper 1 difficult habes! ARGH. So, did a few question and stare into space. Wanna know why? Because of my break up, I can concentrate much on my studies. I tried to put away my mind away about him, but I just cant.

My girls and friends called me stupid. I dont know why. It just seems so hard to forget someone you love most. I havent been sleeping well lately, or I didnt even sleep for four days straight, thinking and crying what goes wrong till this happen. I know I couldnt have him back because he's already found a replacement. That should be me standing with him, right? But, nah. I have to let go kan? So gyeah. Im moving on, but Im still waiting for him. I think? So, let's just see what's my next move. Will I get attached again or will I not? ;S Meeting Fyra maybe later? Fel, Riera too? Or maybe Fyna and Teera? Hehs. I miss them like fuck. Weee! Okay then, Byebye, ;D

Farhan, ILY!

2010-05-03T11:41:00.001+08:00

Hey. This was Saturday picture. ;D Lazy to elaborate lah kan. Okay, Bye. ;D

FarhanAyraah till Enternity.

Geram geram geram.

2010-04-30T16:50:00.000+08:00

Who am I?

You really wanna know?

Im Spiderman.

And Fuck you, Farhan Shah.

2010-04-28T19:09:00.002+08:00

Oh my gosh. I dont know why suddenly my ex called me back. That was a sudden, I didnt expect that to happen. Why did you find me Yan? After that silent break-up last year and now, you're contacting me back? Or maybe you wanna come back and hurt me more? Why you came back into my life? I stopped loving you and I've move on. Why Yan why? ARGH! I dont even know, where do you get my number? Yan, Im sorry. Im already attached and Im not going to get back with you. Im so sorry. My boyfriend now is my heart and my soul. Im sorry. Super sorry. ): Even if you say that you regretted leaving me back then, I still couldnt accept you back. Im so sorry. I didnt mean to hurt you. Oh gosh. I know that once you were my everything, but things chabges as days pass. Im sorry Yan. :D Move on aye? If I can, why can't you Dearest Ex? :B Im still here, as a friend and not more than that. Okay? Okay readers, I wanna take a short nap. And Birthday, please come faster! It's like only 2 months left for my birthday! Wee. COme faster lai lai! ;D I love you readers. BYE.

Hanya kau ku cintaa.

2010-04-28T12:26:00.011+08:00

Okay. Im Bored. Where's my boyfriend?! Grrrr. And ohh By the way...

See that guy up there? That's my boyfriend. And I love him soo much! :D He's mine and Im his.

Hehe. Btw, today is this dumbdumb birthday! Hehe. Tak dapat jumpe dyr seh ): Takpe b, Saturday ok. Hehe. I love youu Ass ;D

Happy birthday to you,

Happy birthday to baby,

Happy birthday to youuu!

Hehs. Da 7teen eh dyr! One more year, and Im behind you on your motorbike! Ohmy~ Ily alot syng ;D Damn alot. I promise you, I wont leave you. And that's my promise to you. Please, dont ever leave me. My love towards you grow stronger then ever as days past. Noone else but you has the keys to my heart and soul. Im sorry for all the arguments and ego towards you b. (; You know right, that I love you more then I love myself? Eventhough, there's always people who wanna break us apart, we always make it through together. You're my heart, Mohammad Farhan Shah Bin Umar. Hehs. Oh Mar Goddd ;pp I just love you laah Bby. (: Muaaaacks.

2010-04-24T00:49:00.005+08:00

Hey. See that picture up there? Yes, you can see those tears dont you? Im crying like a small baby when I took this. Wanna know why? My mind is full of poblems. Just now, before Mama went to sleep, she open my bedroom door, and says " Bye Ayraah. " Then she open the door and half way through she enter her room, she says " Bye Ayraah. " And enter her room and peek at me saying " Bye Ayraah. " Again. Im so worried. She didnt do this before. Im scared. Super scared. Then I feel something was not right, and I enter her room and lie down beside her. She hug and kiss me on the eyebrow. The last time when she do that was 5 years ago? Sigh. Something is not right. And Im afraid. I love Mama alot. ): So much. I left her room after giving her a peck on her eyebrow and told her to go to sleep. Then, she text me saying " Ayraah, dont lock your room door. Assalamualaikum. Have a goodnight sleep and rest well. I love you forever, child. Remember my says and dont dissappoint me, kay? Dont be like your Dad. Remember what I told you kay? Whatever happens, Im always in your heart. " That makes me cry. I just dont feel right. I havent ask Mama for forgiveness yet. Im sorry Mama. I havent repay your deeds bringing me up all this while. I love you so much. Im sorry all these while I've been a bad daughter to you. I screamed at you and didnt respect you. Im so sorry mama. Forgive me. DDD:

Ya ALLAH, panjangkanlah umur ibuku. Ampunilah dosa nya, ya allah. Aku belum sempat membalas jasa ibuku ya allah. Maafkan lah segala dosa ku ya allah. Panjangkan umur ibuku. Aku tiada siapa-siapa lagi jika ibuku sudah tiada ya allah. Tolang lah hamba mu ini. Ya ALLAH, panjangkanlah umur ibuku. Amin.

Iloveyou, Mama. (':

What you know bout me?!

2010-04-23T02:15:00.004+08:00

HeyHello? Hees. Sorry didnt update much. Been very lazy and busy with school. Me and my mum went dating just now. She treats me to Pretzels and Swensens today and McFlurry ice cream! Hee! Thanks mum ( : Had a heart to heart talk with her. Like finally she knows the truth. And she's not mad at me at all. Thank god. I regret la. Mum wanna meet boyfriend. Fast kan? I know. And Farhan Shah bby, you're the first one that Mama wants to meet. * wink * Haha. Congratulations. And guess what?! I saw Kydie Chuckie. He walk past me and then u-turn back, look at me and my mum, and approach me. Then he says, " Eyh! Ni Ayraah Kynnora kan?! " Haha. I was shocked. I thought who ajer. Hees. Then I wave at him and smile. He wave back and heed towards the MRT station. ( : Anyway, changed my blog songs again (: Anyway, just now chatted with AmyTrojan and Azmeer and Juliet. Ah, all the father name came out. Sumpaah. Bohari eh? Roslan eh? Rohaizat eh? Jaafar eh? Haha. Kekek lah you guys ^^ And lastly, Bhy, I miss you lah suaaar! (: Okay then, Im tucking in. Later cannot wake up for school, Bhy nag nag. Err. He's nagging right, like Aunty-aunty seh ( : hees. Whatever it is, I love you, Asss! ( :

this one for you,

2010-04-21T03:30:00.006+08:00

Hanya tinggal Sejarah.

Remember when you webcam with me? And you paitaw me?

Hey girl. Thanks alot for everything. What am I to you? Am I a tool to you? Sigh. I dont understand you. When you need me, you came running to me. When you dont need me, you throw me away. Am I a tissue to you? You say that Im your only baby girl that you love most, but looking back at what you did to me, Im not even that whatever you call me. You say that Im the only one that you love. But looking at BabyCino's tagged, I noticed that you say you love her & sugar renny, your baby girls. What's that suppose to mean? Have I comment other people's picture at tagged and say that? What if I did, how do you feel? I know, it's just a small matter, but think uhs. Im a human Kikie. I got feelings. Dont think of yourself. When I want to meet you, you gave me false hpe saying that you can make it, but in the end, after I get ready and put on my make-up, you PAITAW me. Not once, not twice. But alot of times sia. If you meet GUYS, can uhs. Meet me one day also cannot? What does this shows? No wonder, everyone says you CHEAP and CAP KONEK. No offence uh. But seriously, Im giving up on you already. You dont need me anymore. I sided everytime when people talk about you. Trying to prove what they say bout you is untrue. Do you even appreciate it? NO right? Haha. Silly me for siding. (': What people say bout you is true, and I was wrong for siding you. And I regret cause when I side you, I fought with them and we were no longer friends anymore. Serve me right. Anyway, last long JIRDAWANNI JASMAN. I wont be here by your side anymore and please dont ever find me again. If you see me outside, please dont come running to me and hugging me cause I know, that was all just acting. ;D

And people, Maybe I'll be changing my number. (: So gyeah. Ask for it aye? :D

Happy b'dae riera (:

2010-04-21T03:20:00.002+08:00

See that short girl up there? That's Riera Mambolache. (: She's 16 today. Happy 16 birthday! Hees. Da 16 seh dyr. Da lepas club sey! Haha. Bila mau grow taller ni? Hees. Stay katek jer lah kau kay? Hees. ((: Ily katek. :DDDD MUAACKSSSS.

Bash Bash Bash!

2010-04-21T01:32:00.007+08:00

See both of that suckers up there? That is the two birthday girls. Macam jempot-jempot kan? Atau Hantu-raya kan? Hees. (: Hehes. Well, spent my afternoon with them. And Zam & Sham too. Bash them up like hell. Actually, it was Fel's b;day, but we decided to bash both of them up since Riera's b'dae was tmrw. Hehe. Suker aku! hees. And and and, I just love them. Since I got no more baby girls, who else I can depend on except them. Im happy that god bless me with a good friend like them. Allhamdullilah. Hope they will be bless with happiness and prosperity. (; I love two of my girls up there. (:

Party ~

2010-04-21T00:55:00.010+08:00

Fel's Birthday celebration in school :

( Birthday Gurl. Mashemnye dyr. )

( I love you BBY.GIRL! )

( I love you, DewiSutra. )

( Present from my class to Fel. :D haha. )

So, it was Fel's birthday today. :D So had alot of fun teasing her. Pulled her hair, play with her tie and splash water on her. And also hid her bag. Hees. It was fun lah seh. (: So gyeaaaahhhh. ILY. Happy birthday once again. (:

Happy b'dae fel (:

2010-04-21T00:24:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I would like to wish that girl up there a very HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY! Cheh! Da 16 seh dyr. Da besar anak mak ni satu! Hees. Da lepas clubbing uh!

Hehe. Aku sayang kau gems ((: MUAAAAAACKS.

im sorry. ):

2010-04-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

Sigh. Monday is my Court Day. Day pass and Im scared. I wish I could just turn back time. I dont wanna be like Snoopy. No freedom. Its like, Im lock in a cage. I wish I didnt do all those stupid things int the past. Im not blaming them but I know, if I didnt follow none of this will happen. Im sorry. I just hate it when I feel like this. FellaRiera, what if I didnt make it to your birthday celebration? Will you girls be mad at me? I know how you girls feel. When you want someone that you love most comes and celebrate your special day with you right? I dont even know if I get to celebrate my birthday with you girls or not. Im so scared. Scared that I would leave you girls. Sigh. Thanks Papylon Senoras for praying so hard for me. I appreciate it alot. Please pray for me aye? Please.

im leaving for your own good. (':

2010-04-16T00:34:00.006+08:00

B, I would like to say sorry. I cant wait for you anymore, Dear. Its not that Im not keeping my promise or what. Its because people dont allow me to love you. Yes, I know, I promise you that Im going to wait for you. But, I cant take it anymore, b. It hurts okay. Your sister called me just now. I was so happy cause I thought she wants to talk things out. But I was wrong b. She call, yelling top of her lungs and scolding me for stealing her happiness. She scolded me for being so bitchy. SHe wants you to be with her best friend b, your ex and not with me. Im so sad b. I dont know what to say anymore. Im not strong anymore. I keep on crying even because of a slightest thing. Im not strong like I use to b. Im not strong like how I use to fight for my right. Now, Im just going to keep quiet and let people step on my head. I dont care b. Seriously. I dont care. Im running out of hope. And I know b, Mami is going to be heartbroken when she hear this. But, I cant take this pain anymore. Im giving up b. I just wanna let you know, I still love you forever and still. ):

2010-04-14T00:15:00.003+08:00

Still waiting,

Hey, im sorry if i've did something wrong to you. Please forgive me. I hope you're doing fine when Im gone aye? :D

These are my last words for my friends (:

Fella, please take care of yourself kay. Happy Advanced Birthday. Ily alot, gems one (:

Dewi, Please take care or yourself. I love you alot. Stay strong aye. Ily Cheap Bitch. (:

Rossa, thanks for your advice dearie. (: Ily (:

Riera, Thanks for being so caring. Happy Advanced Birthday. Ily katek. (:

Irina, Even if I just know, you're the most fun friend that I ever had. Ily (:

Honey, you're the one that gives me strength. Thanks okay. Ily (:

Papy, kao giler! hehe. Thanks for the fun & laughter during the outing together. Ily (:

Fafa, Im sorry kay if because of me, you're name macam busok gtuk. Ily (:

Nana, ILY KWN (:

Zaza, you're the most caring friend I ever had. Last long with your hubbie. Ily (:

Fysha, Ily. stay pretty kay? (:

Rian, Make sure kao jage dewi sutra aku baek-baek kay? Aku nk kao janji pada aku. Kao mesti syng dyr. Appreciate dyr. Jgn sesekali kao busted dyr, kay Rian? Kalao kao busted dyr, aku potong kao! CHEH! Fake jer. (:

Afez, Thanks for all your advice. Ily kwn. (:

Zam, jage riera baik-baik tao. Treasure her like how you treasure your life. Ily kwn (:

Aad Lakko, Thanks for being there when I needed you. Thanks alot, ex-bestie! Ily kwn (:

Max, aku harap kao jage Nana baek2 tao. Dyr kan mak kpd anak kao. make sure kao jage dyr. Ily kwn ;D

Snoopy, maafkan aku kalao aku ader terluka kan hati kao. Kao tao kan b, betaper aku syng pada kao. Kao lah segalanya. (: Aku tetap sayang dgn cinta dengan kao kay sundal walaupun aku da tkde nnty. Ily boyfy.

And to those who I missed out their name, I just wanna say, Im sorry kay? Forgive me people. Im not perfect and that's the reason why Im born in this world. Im sorry. (':

All I ever wanted.

2010-04-12T18:37:00.003+08:00

When she stares at your mouth,

Kiss her.

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you,

Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,

Kiss her and tell her you love her.

When she's quiet,

Ask her whats wrong.

When she ignores you,

Give her your atttention.

When she pulls away,

Pull her back.

When you see her at her worst,

Tell her she is beautiful.

When you see her start crying,

Just hold her and dont say a word.

When you see her walking,

Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

When she's scared,

Protect her.

When she steals your favorite hoodie,

Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

When she teases you,

Tease her back and make her laugh.

When she doesn't answer for a long time,

Reassure her that everything is okay.

When she looks at you with doubt,

Back yourself up.

When she says that she loves you,

She really does more than you can understand.

When she grabs at your hands,

Hold her's and play with her fingers.

When she bumps into you,

Bump into her back and make her laugh.

When she tells you a secret,

Keep it safe and untold.

When she looks at you in your eyes,

dont look away until she does.

When she says it's over,

She still wants you to be hers.

Can you do this baby? ): I know you can't kan? Its okay. ( " :

Happy advance Bdae babies bimbos ((:

2010-04-11T23:07:00.009+08:00

Kay done. Pictures were uploaded. Malas nk elaborate. Hehe. Kay bye. ;D

you hurt me again, dearest.

2010-04-11T09:51:00.004+08:00

For you. ):

I told you not to go, but you still did. Now, what happen? See, you've been warded? Why Aad why? Asal kau degil uh? Geram sia aku nan kau bestie! Sigh. Gini kau cakap kau sayang aku?! Da nampak sah kau tak sayang aku kan? Hais. Dalah satu hari tk text aku, abeh dapat info, kau kena rembat? Power uh kau bestie! Power giler siaa. Tkpe ah bestie. Aku tau aku siapa dalam idop kau kan? Thanks kay? ( ' : I'll be at the top just watching you fall. Thanks alot.

Forget it. Sigh. and oh, I will post a proper post once I get pictures for yesterday. (: I enjoy my day with my girls (: WEE. hehe. Best Fel&Riera kena sabo dgn cake? Hehe. Sampai bau cake? Kaylah, will reveal what happen soon kays? (: Hehe. Bye.

2010-04-10T00:55:00.001+08:00

Still waiting,

Aku malas nk amek tao pasal sesiapa lagi uh. Aku hidop tkde kawan pon baik uh. Stress siaaaa aku. Babi. Da uh, tkmo cari aku lagi kay! Sundels.

Saaap! You must be sombody (:

2010-04-09T23:24:00.003+08:00

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Somebody call 999, ader orng nk rembat aku! Eh, saaap! :D Cool uh dekhnikh, aku respect kau uh girl. hahaha. Tau pun zaman 2010, time lambat. Abeh kau? Spam blog nana aper citer? Adoii. HAHAH. xD And please betol kan kau nyer care typing, sumpah mcm budak tk gi sekolah! Oh well, mmg da tak sekolah pun kan. HAHA. Okay, Bye!

eyes on you,

2010-04-09T15:13:00.003+08:00

Still waiting,

SOMEBODY CALL 911, FIRE BURNING ON THE DANCE FLOOR!

Hello hello. That was my bestie who post for me okay? Hehe. Tak ku sangka tak ku duga seh. Baru jer masok MSN, teros bestie tegor pasal itu. Adoii oouch ouch. Kelakar siaaa, Aad Aad. Hehe. Andd tak taaau maluuuuuuuu peh jantan. Kalao konek besar, tkpe jugak. Ni kecik nak mampos. Hehe. :P Oh well. Today, skipped school and went to meet Zaza&Fysha at Afgan Mc. Had our breakfast and slack there till around 11+? Then bussed our way to pasar bulat sebab ini Zaza mau makan ayam at KFC! Lecehkan ini perempuan! HAHA. Mengidam ajer eh kau :P Then, around 12+, we all gerak go home.

Reached home, Ina pet call and guess what? Jeng jeng jeng, we talk talk lah seh (: Hehe. I like. ^^ Alhamdullilah. Im already okay with her. Amin. Okay, skipped. And jengjengjeng, while I was chatting, someone told me to read IqaShorty's blog and I was like shocked to see her post about me? Thanks eh, darlaaa. Love you. HAHA. Oh my, I cant believe that you spam people's blog using different name. You must be somebody eh? HAHAHAHAHAHA. Keciaan eh kau sebab kurang kasih sayang? Adoii Ouch Ouch. Okay, Im gonna get ready to meet Fel & others . Cant Wait ! Hehe . (: Love you .

And to you, AAD BBF, Dont worry, I wont flirt okay? I promise you. Hehe.

aad lakko (: .

2010-04-09T14:55:00.003+08:00

saaaaaaap ! aad lakko here . im at best fren's msn . sekali , ader orng tegor . aad belom sempat ckp apa-apa, dier ajak aad webcam . aad terperanjat seh . haha . then , aad reject . tros aad invite dier webcam lurh . hehe . tros aad terperanjat seh . dier tunjok konek pt aad . tuh pt atas tu . konek kecik siaa tuh jantan . hehe . sumpah aad shock gila . okay , aad sroh tunjok muke , dier tanak . tkpe tkpe , kalau aad tau saper org tu , aad mesti kasi punyaaa ! haha . che , fake lah ! hah . tk tau hormat pumpan tol eh jantan sekarang , saket kuad uhx ! hehe . ok , aad da delete dier dari best girl friend aad punyer msn list ! dier add balek kaw , kaw tkmo accept tau ! phm ?! hehe . okay lah , aad got to go . aad nk makan teros lepak . hehe ! tkmo naughty naughty tau ayraah ! aad bite nnty kalo dpt tau ayraah menggatal ;D heh . okay , challow . bybye . btw , i love youu best girl friend (: dalam diam , ku mencintai kamu juga .

take a gun and shoot me in the head.

2010-04-08T21:55:00.005+08:00

Today sucks! I've my mood swings. I became hot-tempered and didnt talk to anyone. Friends were all asking, what's wrong with me, I only able to nood my head. That's all. I dont know. Life sucks. I've been coughing up blood lately and my flu is still not recovering. I hate it. Or should I say that my time is nearing? Oh my. I still have alot of things to do. Sigh. And, I've still not seek forgiveness to people that I hurt from my past. Do I still have time? I feel so guilty. Sigh, I dont know. Maybe, am I still gonna be given a second chance to turn over a new leaf? Please, show me the right path, ALLAH. Assalamualaikum.

See that guy up there? That's Aad, my best boy friend. He's 17. He hurt me alot. He broke my heart several times already. And he ask for a second chance. Should I forgive him and still be his best girl friend? Sigh, Im confuse right now.I've given him alot of chance already. Should I continue my friendship with him or should I just kiss him goodbye? Am really confused right now. Cut through my heart, Aad. And you'll now, how deep you've hurt me. Take a gun and count to three. And shoot me in the heart. And you will see, how you meant to me. Tell me Aad, if you deserve another chance to still be my best boy friend. Im confused. Dont tell me you love me when you have given your love to some one else aye? How you love me now? ( " : Im gonna be on top just watching you fall.
Dalam diam, aku mencintai mu ):

you break me.

2010-04-07T20:12:00.004+08:00

Hey. Im back with a super short post. Im in a very bad mood now. Im late for school and I've done my five station. and Im very tired. Supposed to go to Pasir Ris police station but I didnt turn up cause Im tired and I got no bus fare money. So gyeah. During the five station, people think I farted. But actually, my menses came out. Adoi ouch ouch. Shy seh. Hmm. So, then after school, heed back home with Dewi&Afez. (: Reach home only, change clothes and sleep. From 3.30 till 8.30 pm. Nice right? I feel like going back to sleep, but naah. Im not going to sleep. :D I wanna chat with wonderful people.

URGH. And, yes Aad, you hurt me alot. ): Thanks okay? Appreciate it alot. But remember, karma will hit you twice as hard, okay? Thanks lah. Hurt me again kay? Ni lah lelaki. Fake promise. I hate you.

Pictures:

( Dewi&Fella)

( Fella )

( Dewi )

( Mashemnyer. )

HAHA. Funny yet cute kan? (: I love this two bitch up there. Break their heart, I break your face. (:

adoi, ouch, ouch!

2010-04-06T23:44:00.004+08:00

Still waiting,

hello. it's been a while i didnt update this blog of mine. been very busy with courses and works. i miss someone. ): eventhough it's been a while i didnt meet her up and those heated arguments that were the cause of silence between me and her. i wanted to talk to her, but im afraid that everything will turn out dull. urgh. so yeaah, aad is now my bestest best friend. (: hehe. aad mane? aad lakko! i miss my gunduu already. ): lemme guess, he already fast asleep in his planet ave 6 already! haha. okay, faster wake up lah! i miss you pantat! haha. ok ok, so yeah. [x

wanna know something? just now, i call mami. mami answered the phone. i talk to mami and mami made me cry. ): mami said this > "
ayraah lah sorang yng mami boleh harapkan nak. nak harapkan ila? dyr merayap pt rumah jantan dyr ajer. haisss. tkmo tinggalkan mami, mami syng ayraah tao. ayraah jnji mami k, tkmo tgl kn mami and________. mami nk ayraa syng pada mami mcm dulu. ayraah pun mami da anggap mcm _________ nyer isteri. mami harap ayraah tunaikan harapan mami dan jangan sia-siakan mami dan_______."

adoii ouch ouch. touching right? but, its hard for me also say. adoii ouch ouch. i know. mami mami, god wills ayraah can kay? ayraah love mami so much, and mama ayraah too (: please take care mami. (:

i love you, mother-in-law (maybe) (':
aku tk tao nk ckp aper pt mak dyr siaaa. sumpah. adoii ouch ouch.

2010-04-05T14:06:00.005+08:00

Time past, and I miss him. I dont know what Im feeling anymore. Seriously.

I miss him so much. I feel like Im broken into pieces.

I miss you so much. I really do ):

But I guess you already found a replacement? Right?

Sigh. Do you know how much I miss you?

I think, you dont even care kan, EX?

Before that, I just wanna say that you're the wonderful thing that enter my heart.

Thanks for loving me truly and deeply. And, Im sorry for all those lies I told you.

Im going to miss those late phone night calls and you calling me b. So, gyeah.

Im missing you still. ): Hope you will forget me, or ou already did forget me?

Takpelah, you take careee kay?

Bye.

Anyum Kyttora, ):

Dearest.

2010-04-04T16:10:00.003+08:00

Hey.

This is for you Anyum Kyttora.

Im sorry for all my mistakes that I did to you.

I hope you're not mad at me.

It's been wonderful to be with you.

Forever and will.

I hope you tcres of urself aye?

Anything text me aye?

Love youuuuuuu (=

Wo Hen Lei ):

2010-04-04T07:14:00.005+08:00

Hello hello everyone! Morning! Hehe. I just came back from tonning with beloved girlfriends (: Hehe. Penat sikkk! ): Firslty, fought with mama over money issues. Then got fucked up, teros went out the house and bus my way to East Coast in bus 31. Met Honey there. She was late! -.- Texting blood siol! And, guess what? Me and Honey pakai black. Macam couples siaa. We didnt even plan. Cute kan kiter? Heh. Then, we sesat. We dont know how to go town by there. Luckily, Honey got live saver. Called her friend and ask what bus go to town, So, once again, bus our way to ION Orchard in bus 16. Heh. Papy called, and we meet her for awhile, then meet Honey friend, Rudy, I think? So, after meeting Rudy, si LAHABAW ni lapar. And we heed down to Cahaya. Had my nasi Katil and Honey's chicken rice. Blah-blah-blah, and ohhh, saw Kim Korea! HAHA. Went to Taka back, toilet break, and bumped into Dewi, Afez and Isma. Joined them first as Honey go with Rudy. Yeah. Blah-blah-blah. Lazy to elaborate! Fuck. Andddd, ADER ORG PAITAW KITER! RIAN & KECHYK, I think? Heh. Buuuuuuuut, I had alot of fun just now, playing True OR Dare. I was dare alot of mind blowing things like cleaning the table which people left behind with their rubbish all over and going up to Downtown carpark and make gorilla sound. Afez, like wth siaa! When I was doing the cleaning job, he like " Siti, lepas tu jilat kaki aku sampai bersih! Siti. gas aku dabes, pergi angkat tuh gas pasang!" Busted right. -.- Macam nk lempang jer aku. Hehe. But its fun lah tonning with them to the max, to the pokok, to the house to the daktok. Tired also have. And Jeng-jeng-jeng, here I am, updating my blog! Weee! :P Kaykay, nk bobok. Night. ((:

Tontonton.

2010-04-03T07:21:00.002+08:00

Hello readers. DewiRian, the pictures have been uploaded. Nak amek, amek, tanak sudaah kay? Okay, I woke up so early but still tkder pape nak buad. So, lemme tell you something about Saturday. Heh. Dua-dua Cheap Bitch and Cheap Guy nanges depan aku sebab kena gigit. Keciaaan kan. Hakdush. -.- Oops, sorry. ter-reveal uh. HAHA. xD Okay, Saturday was fun, but someone broke my powder. And the zip of my make up bag! Thanks Dewi! haha. I dont know what to update anymore. Goodbye.

sins?

2010-03-30T20:09:00.002+08:00

How does it feel when suddenly you have a feeling that you're not going to live on this earth anymore? How does it feel when you feel that your time is up and Allah is going to pull your soul away from your body? How does it feel when it seems nothing ever matter to you anymore? And how does it feel when you have the feeling that you're going to die and you have too many sins already? Sins towards people, towards your friends and mostly towards your parents. I dont know why am I feeling like that? Issit a wake up call for me? I dont understand what exactly Im feeling right now. Im sorry friends if I've hurt your feelings and my harsh words towards you people. And IM SORRY to my mum. Im sorry mum. ): I love you people alot aye? Gtg. (: Update soon.

Abdul Rahym.

2010-03-30T01:47:00.004+08:00

I feel like crying and screaming my heart out. Im in such a dissapointment. I've lost everything. Everything that I love. Max texted me just now. He broke my heart into billion of pieces. I dont know love can hurt me this bad. You confess that you love me and now you say that you want to end our friendship? You think its that easy huh? Yes, I love you alot. Damn alot. And I've to admit that I love Snoopy as well. WHats got into you Max? Sigh. I just dont know Max. Do you feel how I feel? Try being in my shoe, and you would feel how I feel. I stopped taking drugs because of you. I stopped ding ALL my habbits because of you. I know that you're attached. But I cant forget bout you. You're giving me false hope Max. Remember when you text me saying that you waiting for your girl to ask you for break? And I was a fool to believe every single word you say? Wow. I know, your girlfriend call me and I cover up for you. I dont want you to fight with your girl cause I know its annoying. Remember when you call me and your girl was screaming her lungs off? And you got annoyed and I comfort you? Remeber when you say how you wished that I was your girl? Do you remeber all that Max? Its not like I bringing up the past, but am I treated fairly here Max? Where's your promise Max? All those promise that you promise me to take care of me and you wont leave me hanging? Your promise to love me more than your life when you and your girl are seperated? And now you text me that and do you know that tears were rolling down my cheeks? You know I love you alot, do you? I was here listening to your problem all these while. And soon, I started developing feelings for you. Yes Max. I love you. Sigh. I miss youuu alot too Max. I wanted you. ): Sigh. Take cares. And I hope that you lead a happy life with your girl and your daughter. You will be forever in my life and Heart. I love you Max. (:

adoii, Flasher.

2010-03-29T15:39:00.002+08:00

Well, hola! Sorry for the late updating of my blog. I just wanna say that I've been harsh by this guy. He's a flasher in net, macam sial right? I know. You people go chat it out and click on to the pictures to see closely. Thanks Dewi for the idea! (: Loves youu. ;P

And Im looking foward for 10 April 2010! Meeting girlfriends and bby boo ((: Happy nyer akuu. Meet k girl meet!

And you Girl,

Im very dissapointed in you. Bila aku nak buad, kau tk kasi. Tapi kau uad boleh? Sigh. Thanks eh. Tapi apa nk uad, kau da uad kan, so, cannot blame kau fully. Sebelum nk buad, pikir due kali, kau phm tk M O N Y O N G ? ;D hehe.